day 45, round 2

It's been interesting, people keep asking me if I'm done yet. And it's sweet that they are keeping up with my life, but at the same time, a part of me thinks, I'm not on a day, I want to keep this up. This is a lifestyle. I fear that I will always be obsessed with the "day I'm on". I really want that not to be a focus someday. For now I still need it, so I appreciate their excitment for it. It's just a mental game I'm playing with myself and trying to get away from.

Every day starts feeling normal, until I'm reminded that what I'm doing is abnormal. My biggest battles lately are that, when I'm around people and they ask about the number. And also snacking. Uffta that nasty guy has his fist around my brain right now. Plantain chips are my weakness right now. And eating nuts or something while I'm cooking. I would love for that to stop. But I'm tinkering with a June Whole30, on the very DL. But we'll see how the road trip this weekend goes. How far off the wagon I fall and how I feel about it.

A week ago, I was like, maybe I will be able to take baby steps, not go crazy in CA, but today, I WANT ALL DA FOODS! Buns and bagels and tortillas! No sweets. That will be easy for me. Except maybe some french toast??? Not sure. Going to play it by ear.

Donuts today at work smell incredible. But so easy to say no to them. So easy, it's incredible. The Orange Juice sounds pretty good though:)

Made another cauliflower pizza last night! It was great! This time I let the cooked caulirice cool in the freezer. I had to do it twice, becuase it was still so hot! Then I rang it out a lot in a towel. It really does collect a lot of water. I felt like I could have gotten even more out if I would have had a second towel. But it still turned out great. I cooked it for a tad longer this time too, but I could probably do even more next time. I will have to keep experiementing. ALSO! The vegan parmeson was AWESOME! I really like it!

Workout today:
Warm up
1 min base
2 min push
1 min base
2 min push
1 min all out
1 min recovery
2 min push
1 min base
1 min push
30s all out
1 min recovery
2 min push
1 min base
1 min all out
1 min recovery
1 min all out
1 min recovery
1 min all out
1 min recovery
1 min all out
1 min recovery

Floor
12 sumo squats with 25lb dumbbells
16 alternating lunges
8 ultimate burpees with 15lb, each arm plank press, push up, curl, press at top
(x2-3)

12 full body snatches
12 hammer curl
8 tricep bends
(x3ish)

12 roller abs
12 in and outs
12 wind shield wipers
12 soldier planks
8 each side thread the needle planks
(x2)

Party on!